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Young Odette:Mckenna Grace

Reason:As I was trying to think of people to put down for all the charcters Mckenna came to mind fora young Odette,she's such an amazing actress&seems to get better in every single thing she gets cast in&she has the right hair so that's a bonus.

Young Derek:Neel Sethi (Mowgli)

Reason: I  thought was I did a young Odette I should probably do a young Derek I thought about this for quite a while,all the young male actors I could think of have long grown up&are young adults or teenagers now. Then I remembered how amazing I thought Neel was in the jungle book,as I couldn't think of anyone else he seemed to fit.

Odette: Lily James/Jennifer Morrison

Reason:Lily already has expirence at playing a princess (Cinderella) & she played this role really well. I also choose Jennifer Morrison as I just think she's amazing actress & also has some experience at playing a princess.



Derek:Sebastian Stan

Reason: I found trying to pick a Derek really hard but my once upon a time obsession led me row Sebastian who played the mad hatter in the show there was a sense of mystery to the way he played the mad hatter and I think in tbr early films Derek is kind of mysterious as he always seems to be hiding something or planning something to defeat someone.



Rogers: Jim Carrey

Reason:Simple,Jim's hilarious and I think he'd make a brilliant Rogers


Jean~bob: Eddie murphy (Donkey shrek) Reason: Eddie made a really funny & believable Donkey in all 4 Shrek films&its a voice people will connect with comedy. I Also think Donkey is slightly  similar to Jean~Bob so this could work quite well.


Puffin:Jack Black
Reason:I just love Jack Black&again its a voice people will be able to recognize

Speed:Mike Myers
reason:I think he made a really funny Shrek & would be be able to use that in this. again its a voice people will know

Rothbart: Robert Carlyle
Reason:Robert was the 1st and only person who came to mind when it  came to thinking about who I should put down for RothBart he plays such a believable Rumplestilskin in ABC's once upon a time and would make the perfect RothBart


Chamberlain: Timothy Spall (Nathaniel enchanted)

Reason:Loved Timothy in Enchanted and I think he'd make a really convincing Chamberlain

Bromley:James Cordon

Reason: I love James Cordon he's really funny and a great comedy actor as well as presenter.

Uberta:Helen Bonham Carter

Reason:She plays the queen of hearts in such a way that reminds me of Uberta,I'm not exactly sure why but I think she's the right choice.

Love,ilness & what I've learnt

The past few month's have been really weird I've questioned everything and the one thing I believed in got taken away from me.
I suddenly had the realizaztion that as much I wanted it no-one was coming to "save me" & that no-one wants to wait around for a sick person because why would you? I would I'd wait forever if I had to but I see the world alot differently to most people & most people don't understand me at all.

All the work I did to try&get better seemed pointless because what was the point in anything if I couldn't guarantee anything then all the thoughts about no-one ever loving me or wanting me around because I'm ill&tbh this is probably mostly true but I realized that you can't use someone  else  your motivation to want to get better.

 Fairy tales don't exist as much as I'd been telling myself they did because it made me feel better pretending that things are that simple. Hans from the Southern Isles or the man at the start of Enchanted before he stops being grumpy are probably the most realistic Disney men. (No offence)

I stopped believing in anything,especially love,I started telling myslef that maybe I should just dedicate my life to working&atleast get a decent job but then realized that that wasn't gonna make me happy in the slightest and neither was buying a ton of pets and living alone.

 Like I said whos gonna love a sick person?
I'll tell you who anyone who's stuck around long enough & loved you regardless of what you've been through stucking with you through every bad day&sleepless night. They will and they always will regardless of what happens. So will other ill people they will appreciate how hard you work & everything you've been through,you'll be able to go through things together and although it might be harder you'll  alot happier.

might get rejected alot & not just by people but by places,but I've realised lately that that's just because I'm associating myslef with the wrong people or places.
 you're not unlovable just because your sick.You're definitely not a burden &you shouldn't feel like you are.
I might  chronically ill but I'm so much more than just a sick person I have ambitions,plans,places I wanna go&people I wanna see/meet.

I don't need anyone right now apart from my family & the very few friends who have stuck around who I appreciate & love more than anything I've got a long way to go but I know I can do it if that means doing it mostly alone that's what I'll do because lifes not that simple,I've gotta do this mostly alone obviously with the help of people around me but most of it has to be me I know I can do it.

Its a slow process but I know it's possible& other than being happy nothing else matters & I am happy,I wont end up lonely because I have do many incredible people surrounding me who I know will never leave me&who I know will always love me so everythings gonna be okay.

Royally undercover film review

Welcome to my first ever film review or review of anything,because of the chronic fatigue I still struggle to write so this could all go wrong&make no sense at all but I'm hoping it'll work even if it means It's super short. 

My 3 favourite things about this film were the 

*humour, 

*everyone coming together

*&the world/story being shown through the eyes of a child. 

My reasons for my choices would be

1)This ones simple,eveyone needs a laugh once in a while,laughter is the best medicine & I laughed through this entire film.

2) It's important to feel like you have a sense of belonging especially for a child,I think seeing people come together gives you that. Seeing the good people or the goodness of people is also really important to show children (or anyone who needs reminding) so they see that not eveyones a bad person especially with eveything that's gone on in the world lately. It's also important to start teaching kindness at a young age & showing people come together teaches kids to come together,talk to each other,hopefully play nicely and fight. 

3) I think showing a story of a series of storys through the eyes of a child or having children as the main charcters gives the story a completely different  view to the one that would be seen if it was or was mostly shown through the eyes of an adult. Children have very diffrent views to adults,their still learning about the world & won't understand as much an adult so in a way it makes it more innocent. The part  after Alise discovers Antonio dosent really love Uberta is a prime example of this because she's so innocent & honestly has no clue why he's treating her the way he is when he doesn't  mean it in the slightest (until she works out his plan) 

Family&friendship was also a gigantic part of this film.

Towards the end of the film the adults start to get more involved in what's actually been going on and you start to see thier emotions & how upset they become when they think someone they love is in danger, so many films seem to focus on just the love of one main couple rather than the love of family&friends. 

 Love of friendship is shown from the entire film &the 2nd adventure Lucas&Elise share at the start they have times where they are competing to be tbe better spy but towards the end they begin working more as a team&complimenting eachother rather than laughing at the others mistakes. 

Overall I thoroughly enjoyed this film&would recommend it to anyone,reading this back I seem to have mostly have focused on children&the feelings of a child but I think any adult could sit down,watch this with or without a child & be able to take something away from it.

SHHHH

I have sensory problems with loud noises& lights its alot better than it was but I still struggle if people get to loud or if there's to many noises going on,its the same with bright flashing lights or to much light but this isn't as much of an issue as I can just shut my eyes,

although people in the past after me having told them mu problem have given my tips for my ears and for noise I still struggle a great deal.
You think its getting better but then you realize its not,right now I'm worried that it's always gonna be the same,its not just the noise
its also the stress that comes with it,I get scared & even with music or ear plugs if YOU or your MUSIC ect ...
are over a certain volume I CAN STILL HEAR YOU. I'm writing this right now

because I don't think some people realize how much it effects me so pleasse when being around me pleasse keep this in mind,or even just whilst your out have it in mind that some people have difficulty with even the simplilist things. Pleasse be aware that I don't wanna ruin your fun&I get that its hard to keep your kids under a certain volume but there's ways you can and ways you should.

Sickness,school&work

Whenever the whole university or job conversation comes up it totally skips me&moves onto my younger sister once again I'm left feeling no~one cares about my future cuz no-one ever seems to want to discuss it with me. In my mind I'm thinking that they don't seem to think I have a future past all this,I went on later that day to discuss my thoughts with one of my best friends who told me that I can't judge myself on them or anyone else who I feel is doing better than me because there not me,she also said that even tho I'd obviously perfer not to be sick I can use this to inspire people and also that because of all this I'll probably end up proving everyone wrong. I went away and thought about this quite deeply I also came to the conclusion that due to all this

 I've also got alot of sympathy in ways that I know they won't  ever have or be able to relate to,not saying there not decent people cuz they are but they have come out with things in the past that I find quite offensive,I probably got mad at the time but its down to lack of understanding. I've also been able to experience other people's ways of life that are alot worse than mine,and got to be around some of the nicest people yet the ones who are struggling the most. This has given me a totally different way of thinking,one that I know I  wouldn't want to be taken away from me if I had the chance, I've been truly inspired and touched by these people,their stories&their positivity again something that they won't ever have.

As for school and jobs I'll get there,I'm excited about getting back into learning,it fills me with alot of joy. I've decided that I won't settle until I get somewhere I'm not only happy with but somewhere I know I want to stay for the rest of my life it has to something I'm excited about doing,I want to go to bed everynight having enjoyed my day I don't wanna be one of those adults who comes home moaning because they hate thier job I wanna come home or be at home being excited about what I've been doing/am doing. I also know that I'll get bored with only one project on the go so I plan to have a few on the go at once,maybe a part time job&the art stuff.

I've considered maybe volunteering somewhere or even having more than one business (as long as I know there both gonna work&trying might be fun anyway) I might be sick&I'll never be your average person but I deserve my rights like eveyone else.

I'm gonna have to push and somehow make my own way but I'm sure I can do it it'll just be a very slow process but even if I'm at retirement age& I get somewhere atleast I'll have made it. Right now all that matters is that I do everything I can to get better&be the best person I know I can be.

To everyone whos ever belived in me and the ones who haven't

To everyone who's never belived in me you suck,its taken me a long time to realize this and alot of people never give me a chance because I'm ill alot of the time and have been my whole life I never thought about it when I was younger not deeply I just thought it was unfair and odd that I never got the chances others seemed to get. Looking back its goes alot deeper than that ,I went to ballet when I was around 7 I

 had no balance and was ill most of the time even when I was off we had to pay for the lessons, the ballet teacher was always mean to me wherever I actually was well enough to make an appearance, using me an example of what no to do.

During my time at  school I never got picked for anything which I always thought was super weird but its down to being half there in the year6 play I got the worst possible part and I was actually quite well that year

all I wanted was to feel like eveyone else,fit in  and feel like someone belived in me that was weird time for me as I had just started to believe  in something and they were

taking it away from me before I had even started. year 7~8 I grew alot I started to believe  in myself and started to think I could achieve anything again I got shredded into a million pices and my hearts been battered for years I started to sleep alot more,all day every day most days

I'm not much better now year, I don't think I will ever go back to that person who seemed to belive in the impossible regardless of whatever was going on I believe in certain things but not like I used to and most of my belief is not based around my friends or idols amd not myslef,my goals

 or what I want. Writing this right now I realise  noone of this is  fair and  to all adults or I'd like to say if a child wants something give it to them pleasse believe in them don't just cadt them out because I've seen it from both sides and I know I've defiantly grown from the people who have talked to me for hours about stuff and allowed/helped

me to grow .to all people who have or do believe  in me ilysm. I know there are some of you, you know who you are thanks for lifting me up and making me think that maybe I'm not as useless as I think eveyone else thinks I am. to all of you who have treated me like I cant do anything you suck and I'm better than that I've spent to long

believing your right but your not I am and I will do something that will prove that to you, I dont know how but I'm determined not to just be that sick kid that grew up to not achieve anything just because you don't think I can.

New years resolutions for a chronically ill person

Welcome to my first blog,this is something I've been wanting to do for a while so I hope you like it, its taken me about a week to write this as I still struggle to write but I hope these new years resolutions are helpful.

1:Try to have more fun,it sounds simple but I know hard it is to want to go out or meet up with anyone the truth is you don't have to you can have fun indoors and with the most simple things.

2:Find ways to do things in a more simple way that won't make you as exhausted

3:Do what you love,I've lost most of what I loved before and I've hated myslef about it for years only recently have I realized that you can keep doing what you love in different ways to the ones you did before.

4:Watch things you wouldn't normally watch,I'm not saying go and watch a horror film if you know it'll keep you up for weeks but maybe try and watch films you've never seen,or try and find old t.v series from years ago. Even ones made before you were born you might find you like them,you won't  know unless you watch

5:Try to find recovery stories or positive blogs/websites and read/watch through them

6:Get inspired by people around youif its celebritys or just random people you know. It sounds weird but I like to pick out people and list reasons in my head of why I think there inspiring and ways I can be more like them. It makes you think that if they can go though something and gwt through it so can you.

7: Try to Laugh more,again it seems simple but it can be really hard some days.

8: Try to do a good deed everyday no matter how big or small it

9:Try to look for the good in every situation no matter how hard it is

10:and finally don't let people tell you what you can and can't do and if you really want to do something that's gonna take it out of you save energy up for it don't let yourself get to restricted.

There's probably not meany people reading this but if you are I hope its helped and happy new year.